Сергей Есенин, EVREEXX, Vibe Poems - I m tired of this, I've never been this tired before

Many women have loved me
And I myself have loved more than one
Isn’t that why the dark F
Has accustomed me to whine?
Endless drunken night
And in reality not the first time
Melancholy
Isn’t that why my eyes are not
Like a worm through blue leaves
In the rain?
I dreamed of the rise
In the sky
And my way with life
No one’s betrayal pays me
And the victories don’t bring me joy
The golden hail of that hair
Turns to gray